Comments on Profile Post by Edinbour

  1. Kia
    Kia
    Are you feeling okay? You were hospitalized?! (Being blood doesn’t make them family)
    Dec 25, 2018
  2. Edinbour
    Edinbour
    @Kia I should be fine, just having some old issues resurface. Work gave me the option to take the day off, but I'm not taking it. I love this job and would rather be working than spending the day with this drug addicted fucking theif. The sooner I get my new apartment, the better.
    Dec 25, 2018
  3. Kia
    Kia
    HUGS. Definitely better to do something you enjoy than not. Eustress versus distress. Just keep your eye on the prize. I believe you and Zevah can get your place and peace.
    Dec 25, 2018
  4. Kia
    Kia
    Glad you’re well enough to work! ^_^
    Dec 25, 2018
  5. Edinbour
    Edinbour
    @Kia I didn't get any sleep, sat in a freezing room all night and my blood pressure is through the roof. I probably shouldn't work, but I don't want to be around anyone right now, especially not my POS father. I do not tolerate theft so he'd better hurry up and find some way to give me back my money, or there'll be problems.
    Dec 25, 2018
  6. Kia
    Kia
    Eep! Sounds like there’s definitely a need for you to focus on something that brings you joy/to relax so that you can calm your heart rate (or help it calm). Thinking about him and his actions will only make it worse. And you hurting more over him isn’t worth it. Your health is worth more than that.
    Dec 25, 2018
  7. Edinbour
    Edinbour
    @Kia What gets me is the fact he knows I have a lot of health concerns, but then he goes and pulls this shit? On Christmas, no less? I know he used it for drugs too. I have half-a-mind to break his fucking legs.
    Dec 25, 2018
  8. Kia
    Kia
    Addicts can’t see past their addictions and don’t care about (or can’t see) others’ needs, unfortunately. It’s not about you and your worth; it’s about his illness. I’m not making excuses at all. I just don’t want you to harm your integrity or health (mental or physical) in dealing with it.
    Dec 25, 2018
  9. Pacquiao8
    Pacquiao8
    Whoa there man, what happened? Why were you hospitalized?
    Dec 25, 2018
  10. Edinbour
    Edinbour
    @Kia Don't worry. I'm not gonna let his B.S ruin my 3-phase plan, it's just a minor set-back (health-wise) right now.
    @Pacquiao8 As you know, I've got some serious health concerns and they're hitting me hard. It didn't help that I had some confrontations with my family, and my blood pressure was so high I was close (again) to having a stroke. It's a long story, but I'm glad I managed to convince them to release me
    Dec 25, 2018
  11. Edinbour
    Edinbour
    Maybe not the best decision, but I'm not spending Christmas alone in a cold room, especially since I am scheduled to work. I'm not losing this job, not unless I am dead. Forgive me being so blunt and agressive, but I am beyond livid right now over it, especially not becing able to talk to any doctors without having to worry about being locked up.
    Dec 25, 2018
  12. Kia
    Kia
    @Edinbour I’ve got faith in you and your plan! I just know that when we’re not feeling well, it can be easy to get drawn into situations. So I was offering encouragement. ^_^ You’ll get thru this and come out stronger. I hope, for both of your sakes, that he gets the help he needs as well.
    Dec 25, 2018
  13. Edinbour
    Edinbour
    My father just asked me "how're you feeling?" well, I'd be feeling a lot better knowing that you didn't steal from me, jackass" Give me my fucking money, and Merry Christmas..
    Dec 25, 2018
  14. Edinbour
    Edinbour
    @Kia Thank you. For him, it's too late. He'll never change and he will surely be dead soon after I leave. Do I care? No. Not in the slightest. I thought I was a horrible person because of my past, but he takes the cake. He is the absolute worst person I've ever had the mispleasure of being around.
    Dec 25, 2018
  15. Kia
    Kia
    Ugh. They can be so blind. I’m sorry, man. I’m totally hear to listen. I’ll be around for the next few hours.
    Dec 25, 2018
  16. Edinbour
    Edinbour
    @Kia I appreciate that, honestly. I try to keep myself from blowing up my issues here on the Forum, but to tell you the truth, it's the one place I can vent and feel better. I'll be leaving for work in an hour and I'm sure they'll ask me if I'm alright to work.
    Dec 25, 2018
  17. Edinbour
    Edinbour
    Of course I'm going to, since I swore that I'm gonna work harder than I ever have and I want to have my new apartment by February. It may not fix my physical issues, but definitely help on the mental aspect. I'm a man of my word and Zevah and I will have our peace
    Dec 25, 2018
  18. Kia
    Kia
    Anytime, there’s always PM. I can totally relate to doing physically not so smart/great things for the benefit of mental health. It’s pretty much my life these days. It’s a balance, really. Otherwise the physical disabilities keep you from having any kind of life and you fall into utter despair. Or that’s been my experience, anyways. ^_^
    Dec 25, 2018
  19. Pacquiao8
    Pacquiao8
    Man, you need some regular rest days. Yes, days. Get away with stress as much as possible.
    Dec 26, 2018
  20. Dreamer
    Dreamer
    I know that this is cliche to say but I'm sorry to hear that and I really wish strength and joy for you.
    Dec 27, 2018