I will be eternally grateful for all the experiences and adventures that I have lived throughout my years of service to this community. Words cannot describe how blessed I felt for having every single one of you in my life. I am sorry for disappearing without notice. Sorry I was not here to continue my duties and fix some of the problems and bugs that came to surface with my absence. I am sorry for leaving my fantastic team and the people around me disappointed and without a leader. Unfortunately, I am not coming back. It is my bittersweet official farewell, you deserved to hear something from me. I am not ready to come back, and I do not think I ever will. At one point in my life, you guys were all I had. I was a lost bird when I decided to create this community, and since then I found everything I could ever wish for – comradery, friendship and love. I can say without a shadow of a doubt that the happiest moments in my life were partially thanks to this forum. Creating it was the easy part, what it became was all thanks to you. Saying that this place holds a dear spot in my heart is an understatement and it breaks me that I cannot even login once in a while. I truly miss and need this place in my life, along with the memories I once had here, but even good memories can hurt you in unimaginable ways and hopefully some of you will understand that. Wholesome relationships were flourished in this forum. For a certain time I joked that I was creating a dating website, but I was missing the point. It is not just about the couples that were born and broken here. We created a family, and that for me is stronger than anything I will ever be able to accomplish in my lifetime. There are so many things I wish I could write here, and I do not want to leave this so short because you do not deserve that. I am not good with words and expressing my feelings, especially feelings as strong as these, but my time has come and I leave my account here as a memoir. I am sorry for not writing anything substancial and for leaving in such a hurry, but I am not able to communicate anything else at the moment. I will let this thread opened out of respect for you guys and to potentially create some discussions here of the changes that might be needed. Due to personal reasons I will not be reading the comments here. If by any chance I do, I hope you do not find it rude that I do not reply or login. I am not looking for compliments or anything of that sort. Please give your attention and support to our administrators, they will shortly introduce themselves in this thread. I 100% trust them, and I trust you, every member reading this, to keep this place alive. I love you, thank you for everything. Forever yours, Owl.